imaginary ordinary

first of all gua mau ngucapin minal aidzin wal faidzin dulu untuk semuanya, karena hari ini lebaran dan cerita ini ada nyambungnya dikit sama lebaran hehe.

jadi langsung aja ke cerita ya.
hari ini kan lebaran tuh, terus yang namanya adat lebaran dateng ke rumah sanak family dong *asek
yaudah tuh tadi kan gue kerumah 2 nenek gue *kakek gue udah almarhum dua-duanya*
terus pas dirumah nenek gua yang pertama emang agak basi sih, cuma sepupu-sepupu gua yang masih pada bocah lucu lucu banget jadi lumayan lah asik.
nah ceritanya tuh ada di rumah nenek gua yang kedua.

jadi kan pas dirumah nenek gua yang dari nyokap ini, pada nostalgia tuh, ngomongin gua kecil kaya gimana, terus sepupu-sepupu gua yang lain jg pas kecil kaya gimana, seru lah pokonya, masa gua pernah mau megang gigi kakek kakek yang giginya maju gitu pas gua lagi digendong sama kakek gua, hahaha asli ketawa gua pas diceritain.

tapi ceritanya bukan yang itu, gua agak tersentak sedikit *asek* pas tante gua cerita klo pas kecil gua punya pacar khayalan *sejenis temen khayalan gitu loh yang cuma gua doang yang bisa liat, tapi ini versi pacar haha* jadi katanya dulu gua sering cerita cerita tentang cewe namanya fina, sebenernya ga ada orang yang namanya fina, gua jg bingung, entah cuma gua yang bisa ngeliat si fina itu atau gua ngarang ngarang cerita gua jg gatau deh namanya jg masih kecil.
tapi asli gue ternyata punya temen khayalan, katanya tante-tante gua cuma gua doang yang bisa ngeliat fina itu. katanya tuh dulu gua sering main rumah-rumahan sama fina itu, dan akhirnya yang namanya fina itu meninggal tabrakan hahaha.

gua juga baru tau tuh klo ternyata temen khayalan itu really exist, gua kira ada di pelm pelm doang, ternyata gua sendiri yang ngalamin pas kecil, lagian jg masa iya anak kecil bisa ngarang cerita kaya gitu? agak ngga makes sense kan?

ya gua iseng aja sih nulis ini, gua bingung mau ngepost apa, lagian jg menurut gua ini hal yang ngga begitu biasa hehehe
oke deh segitu aja deh ya kayanya udah pada bosen jg bacanya, well, just wait for the next post.

pria yang menunggu

seorang pria sedang duduk termenung di bangku taman saat seorang wanita tua menghampirinya.
wanita tua itu merasa simpatik melihat keadaan si pria.
wanita itu pun menyapa pria itu

wanita tua: "mengapa engkau memasang wajah sedih di hari yang begitu cerah ini?"

pria: "aku sedang merasa kesal sekaligus sedih"

wanita tua: "jika boleh tau, apa kiranya yang telah membuatmu merasa seperti itu?"

pria: "sudah 3 tahun aku menunggu seorang wanita, aku telah jatuh cinta pada wanita itu. entah apa yang dipikirkannya tetapi dia selalu membuatku memikirkannya. setiap kali aku ingin mengajaknya pergi, ia selalu ditemani oleh pria lain. saat ia sendiri dan kupikir telah saatnya bagiku untuk membawanya pergi, aku selalu didahului oleh pria yang lainnya. aku bingung, apakah mungkin aku tidak dianggap olehnya?"

wanita tua: "hmm, jika begitu, mungkin ia memang bukan wanita yang tepat buatmu"

pria: "tetapi aku sudah menghabiskan 3 tahunku untuk menunggunya, aku tidak rela waktu 3 tahunku itu sia sia begitu saja"

wanita tua: "apakah dalam waktu 3 tahun itu kau hanya berdiam diri di kamar dan menunggu saat yang tepat untuk mendekatinya?"

pria: "tidak, dalam waktu itu aku selalu bersama teman-temanku, merekalah yang selalu membuatku melupakannya"

wanita tua: "jika itu yang kau lakukan saat kau menunggunya, maka penantianmu tidak sia sia, hidupmu tidaklah sia sia hanya karena kau habiskan untuk menunggu seseorang saja, orang orang yang berada di dekatmu saat menunggu itulah yang sebenarnya merupakan orang yang patut untuk ditunggu. untuk apa menunggu seseorang yang bahkan tidak sadar bahwa ia sedang ditunggu? lebih baik segera kau lupakan orang tersebut dan mulailah berlari dalam hidupmu, karena kau telah terlalu lama tertidur dan bermain dengan mimpimu"

pria itu pun terdiam dan kemudian tersenyum, ia menyadari bahwa ia telah ditunggu, dan tidak perlu lagi menunggu..

remember, life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

muhammad fadhly

why do people?

why do people have to love someone?
why do people have to cry?
why do people have to hate somebody?
why do people have to get revenge?
why do people have to war?
why do people have to laugh?
why do people have to smile?
why do people have to make fun of each others?
why do people become atheists?
why do people kiss?
why do people cheat?
why do people tap on soda cans before opening them?
why do people hate the jews?
why do people use facebook and twitter?

i've realized that there's too much question in this world that can't be answered.
maybe human can make their own answer for those question, but are those really God's true intention?
that is what God want us to think, im sure that God's true intention is not that simple human think.
im sure we're just being a puppet in front of God. this world is a stage and God control all the equipment for the stage.

and how can we got the answer for the question?
if those questions cannot be answered, how about we change the way we ask?

let's see
do people have to cry?
do people have to hate somebody?
do people have to get revenge?
do people have to war?
do people have to make fun of each others?

that is! that's the real question that God wants to be answered by human.
that is God's true intention.
do people have to do all of that? it's all depends on human themself.

every question in this world was created by human, and must be answered by those human too.

Muhammad Fadhly 03.24 AM 09.09.2009

innalillahi wa innaillaihi rajiun

tadi pagi, tanggal 24 july 2009, temen sd gue*Amirudin Aziz* dipanggil sama yang maha kuasa.
pas pertama gua denger kabarnya, gua cuma kaget biasa.
tapi lama lama pas gua omongin sama temen temen sd gua yang lain via facebook dan gua denger gimana dia bisa meninggal, terus gua liat lagi fotonya, sumpah gua tiba tiba langsung shock ga jelas gini
gua denger dia meninggal gara gara keserempet waktu naik motor, kepalanya kena gitu.
denger kabar kaya gitu gua langsung ngebayangin gimana perasaan dia pas kena musibah kaya gitu.
sumpah gua langsung nangis, gua gatau knapa gua nangis, apa gua sedih karena temen gua meninggal? gua rasa ngga deh, lagipula gua udah ga pernah ketemu dia sama sekali semenjak lulus sd *seinget gua.
tapi yang gua rasain itu lebih ke perasaan takut mati, perasaan sebagai makhluk tuhan yang paling berdosa..
gua nyadar, setiap orang pasti nemuin ajalnya. tapi klo di usia yang masih bisa dibilang remaja gini, apa lo ga takut?
seinget gua, ini temen sd gua ketiga yang udah meninggal.
sebelumnya ada yang jatoh dari lantai 6 atau 7 gitu gua lupa, terus ada lagi satu yang bunuh diri *itu juga gua lupa alesannya
gila ya, umur bener bener ga bisa ditebak
tapi tuhan pasti punya satu alasan dibalik itu semua
dan gua yakin salah satu alesannya juga buat nyadarin gua atas dosa dosa gua selama ini,
mungkin kejadian ini bisa bikin gua tobat *amiiiin ya Allah
yah kita ambil hikmahnya aja deh dari kejadian ini, berapapun usianya, setiap manusia sudah memiliki takdirnya masing masing, untuk hidup dan juga untuk mati

yah kaya liriknya the flamming lips aja deh "do you realize, that everyone you know someday will die"
and i've just realize that. thanks god you give me this attention

buat Amiruddin Aziz (amir)
semoga amal amal ibadah lo diterima disisinya mir
amin
gua bakal ngedoain lo dari sini, meskipun kita udah ga pernah berhubungan, gua tetep temen lo.
amin amin ya rabbal allamin

Veselly Perona

now that i think about it, i think im in love with veselly perona.. and you know what? veselly perona is a vespa! ahaha gotcha!

i just want to add her to my world, i love her, but i haven't shown it to her.. so its like a token of my appreciation to her
cekidot!


hm i think that's all for now
just wait for another pic, k
love you veselly

a wonderful message by george carlin

a comedian called george carlin once write it
i just want to share it to the world
its cool that a comedian like george carlin can write these touching and wonderful message
his wife was just dead and he began to wrote this
so, let's share this wonderful moment

The paradox of our time in history is that
we have taller buildings but shorter
tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower
viewpoints

1.We spend more, but have less; we buy
more, but enjoy less.

2.We have bigger houses and smaller
families, more conveniences, but less
time.

3.We have more degrees but less sense;
more knowledge, but less judgment; more
experts, yet more problems; more
medicine, but less wellness.

4.We drink too much, smoke too much,
spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive
too fast, get too angry, stay up too late,
get up too tired, read too little, watch TV
too much , and pray too seldom

5.We have multiplied our possessions, but
reduced our values.

6.We talk too much, love too seldom, and
hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but
not a life.

7.We've added years to life not life to years

8.We've been all the way to the moon and
back, but have trouble crossing the street
to meet a new neighbor.

9.We write more, but learn less. We plan
more, but accomplish less.

10.We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We
build more computers to hold more
information, to produce more copies than
ever, but we communicate less and less.

11.Remember, spend some time with your
loved ones, because they are not going to
be around forever.

12.Remember, say a kind word to someone
who looks up to you in awe, because that
little person soon will grow up and leave
your side

13.Give time to love, give time to speak! And
give time to share the precious thoughts in
your mind.

14.AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of
breaths we take, but by the moments that
take our breath away.

hope you can think about it precisely
thank you

what is justice?

justice..

some people said that they don't believe in existence of justice..
justice.. what is justice actually?
let's check it out first
if we try to look at wikipedia, justice is concept of moral rightness based on ethics, rationality, law, natural law, fairness, religion, and/or equity

but i think justice weren't that simple.
the more you think of it, the more you ignore the true meaning of justice.
cos if you take all out for finding the meaning of this, you will find justice has the great connection with god's decision to make you get the unfairly life, and then you will blame it all to god, and you're just screwed everything because god never give you that justice.

life is fair, god is fair.
only fool who won't face the truth and stop right before they met the obstacle said that life and god isn't fair.
the truth is, the word justice or we usually called fairness is not the same with everyone's thought whose think that justice is the situation when people has the same position in life, that's absolutely not fair. if all the people in the world has the same position, it must be the end of the world. im sure there will be no happiness no more, everyone has the same knowledge means everyone has the same thought, and that's the problem, that will make no more harmony in this world, no harmony means no more places in this world where people can have their own thing, like love, friends and worst, family.

then, i'll give you my opinion on these thing called justice.
one thing i know, justice is harmony, that's the very point here.
and so, cmiiw
Muhammad Fadhly (june, 2009)